I'm trying to get over you
Stuffing my face with icecream and food .
Laughing , Having Fun , Smiling is everything i'm doing , for attempts to forget you .
Really , it's impossible right now . I dont know about next year , or in a couple days
that I can finally say , I'm over him . I finally dont have love for that boy .
Its all unwritten .. And here me trying to laugh with my friends , smile to be happy
and having fun like there wasn't really a tomrrow . And it's All fake in the end .
Inside i am breaking , crumbling and slowly just going to be nothing inside .
Everytime I see your name appearing on my caller - i d now.
I admit my heart is skipping beats .
And maybe just maybe .. I'll get over you .
I dont know if it's going to be next year , tomrrow , next week , in a couple days .
When i'll be finally able to say I'm over him I finally dont have love for that boy .
Although it's hurts for me to even imagine that , it's going to happen
And maybe , when I say it , it's not going to be a lie ..
I told you I love you looooong time . Long time is going to be as long as I want it to be .
And I really really wanted it long . Like loong . Who knows .. maybe my wish will come true .
I dont know , maybe God is asnwering my prayers . Atleast he's listening to me ..
Maybe , Santa is on the job of getting what i wanted this christmas .
I dont know , it's all blurry ahead now . I dont know where Im heading .
But I know where I would want to be .
A time again when I was his and he was mine ..