@ amys.
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Wow . been a day . Sigh .
Laughs through the day , but still in the back of my mind
Im missing you dearly .
Smiles across my face , but still in my heart
I feel the heartbeat wanting for you back
Dried eyes with no tears going down , but still the tears are on the verge of falling
And what's stopping them is I dont know .
Understanding friends around me , helping me through this phase
but still , I love him too much to let go . A little not too over him ..
Rabinder says you still love him after all this ?
A simple of course I reply , I want him , need him , miss him and love him .
As I pack the memories of you , your touch is running through my spine .
The only thing I'm asking God for is just one more chance with you again .
As each day is passing , I'm loving you more and more .
This I'm promising you , I'll always be praying for you.
My mind is over and out with you , but my heart is stuck in the past
The past when you were mine and I was yours .
What kind of feeling , am I feeling I question .
Finally I realize I'm , just officially missing you ..
other words :
Christina Lam , you've been at my house yesterday till like the morning .
Whatever , Whenever you are always there .. <3
Marishel Virina , I find it funny how we talk through our blogs but not through msn / phone or comments :) . Roar , Gh Chicken ASAP please . <3
Audrey Taliuo , You were there when it happen , oh god . I can't step in your room for awhile . Thanks for holding me at the bleachers when I cried <3
Russell Mejia , thanks for being on the phone while i was crying at superstore . Ugh i know I'm sad if you are reading this . My concellor aside from alex nguyen :D
Sophia Chueng , where the heck will I be without you . Ugh , I should of listen to you sometimes , but I had to do this my way and i messed up . Bigtime . Your ipod is slowly healing a part of me . Thank yooou <3
Edmond Yeh , aiyah ! where to start with you . Going to KFC with me to get my heartache away . Going to metro , and all this . Thanks for telling me things i'll never even think about right now . And really im Glad you are back in my life :)
Sherilyn T , Ashley K , Bailey H , Allan A , Kevin G , Jennifer L , Love you all . You weren't there the whole time but when I needed someone , atleast one of you guys were . Thanks
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6:43 PM