I want and need you , i feel empty . r a w r

Like I told you Marishel ,
" the only thing i am asking from God and Santa this Christmas is to make him mine again . "

How much I miss the iloveyous, texting , latenightphonecalls ,
theglimpsesacrosstheroom , everlastinghugs , kissesonthecheck ,
sweetness&kindness , and most of all .

Me calling you my boyfriend .

I admit , this relationship hit me hard .
One of the most treasured ones Ill keep and wish it could go on for longer time ..
Was one of my happiest , educational & hardest ones I've gone through .
I shedded real tears , felt real pain & most of all felt the joyness of being loved by him

I should be asking for another chance , but i can't , shouldn't and couldn't .
It's an obvious no , i bet . Sides although 3rd is the charm .
I've wasted my second chance , so what makes me worth his love anymore ..
I should be the farmost one of the worst girlfriends in the world .
I try my best to care for you , talk to you , make you happy and most of
feel loved by me . But through all I try , I make clueless & clumsy mistakes .
Ugh , aint no dress rehersal in life .


I want & need you but I feel/know im not even worth your time anymore ..